When I first became a mother I had all of these thoughts and ideas of exactly how it was going to be. It was completely and entirely a different thing. So much better than I thought and so much more frazzling. So much so that I cannot even remember what I originally thought it was going to be like other than; definitely not this. I love that it caught me unaware. The little moments, the settling, the nurturing, all of the fingers and all of the toes, every moment that happens I want to capture and remember, because soon motherhood with transform again in to something else I never expected.
